Absolution

I've been sitting here in silence
For what seems like a million years
I can barely see the window
Through my tears
I've been staring out the window
At a crystal winter's night
Watching as the world is blanketed white

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And as the snow falls down
My heart is breaking over you
And as the snow falls down
Though I'm dying inside
I'm finding absolution

Locked in isolation
And choking on stifled air
Wracked with desperation and despair
I've been left to my own devices
Afraid of the things I've done
Stricken with disgust at what I've become

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Well it's a hope beyond salvation
And it's a dream beyond desire
A leap of faith, a baptism by fire
So I've put aside my anger
And I've cast away my pain
I've lost it all, I'll learn to live again

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