The moment you've realized you are nothing to everyone

and i can still smell you on my sheet
and now i know what it feels like to be crushed
and now i know what it feels like to be a novelty
and now i know what it feels like to be drowned
by someone you love
its all over but im still choking on the lies [x2]
how can we go on living line after line
i can only stich myself up so many times
how can all this have happened in less than a day
then again it wouldnt have been the first time you threw us all away
i've waited so long for someone like you
to fill my days with ruin
every smile is a painful reminder
of how i let you continue
all the tears in the world could never stop
all the heartbreaking wreckage
you did that
i love that i cant get enough but i'd be lying if i said that i didn't expect it
you've past me twice but our eyes haven't met again
you turned my world into remnants of blood in my sink
will you pick up the pieces again?
or let them fall to ashes in yor pretty hands again
you walk all over me
it's all over but im still choking on the lies
you walk all over me
the pain ensues
knives can only go so deep
you have penetrated the hardest heart
and now i cant help but to return the favor