Oh my god

I am facing all of my regrets i am taking all that i can get
It's right in front of me but i don't wanna see
I guess i'll never understand it never goes how i plant it
I am not afraid of taking chances how come i am shit out of
luck
Oh my god i fucked up again my whole life is the same mistake
And i try i try to fight my out but i know that i'll fuck up
again
I am a habit i can't break and i don't know another way
Should i be satisfied with what i leave behind
Maybe i need a second chance or maybe this is who i am