I catch myself crying

It doesn't matter one way - or another - I say
But I'm lying - I catch myself crying
there are fools, I was one
but it's over and done
and I'm trying - but I catch myself crying

I catch myself wondering
if you'll find somebody new
I catch myself wondering
if you're wondering
if I'll find somebody too

It doesn't matter one way - or another - I say
But I'm lying - I catch myself crying
I catch myself crying