I wonder if i care as much

I wonder if I care as much as I did before
Last night I cried myself to sleep for the one that makes me weep
I dried my eyes to greet the day and wondered why I had to pay
The tears that I have shed by day give relief and wash away
The mem'ry of the night before I wonder if I'll suffer more
I wonder if I care as much as I did before
My pride is made to say forgive and take the blame for what you did
It's your mistake I'm thinking of I wonder if I'm still in love
My heart can't thrive on misery my life it has no destiny
When things get more than I can bear I ask myself do I still care
I wonder if I care as much as I did before