Part of me died

A part of me died
The part that is envious
Cold hearted and devious
Greedy, mischievous
Global, colonial
Bloodthirsty, blind
Mindless and cheap
Focused on borders
And slaughter and sheep

Burning of books
Bulldozing of homes
Giving to targeted killing with drones
Lethal injections
Arrest without trial
Monocular vision
Gangrene and slime
Unction, sarcasm
Common assault

Self-satisfied heroic killers
Lifted on high
Piracy adverts
Acid attacks
On women by bullies
And perverts and hacks
The rigging of ballots
And the buying of power

Lies from the pulpit
Rape in the shower
Mute, indifferent
Feeling no shame
Portly, important
Leering, deranged
Sat in the corner
Watching Tv
Deaf to the cries of
Children in pain

Dead to the world
Just watching the game
Watching endless repeats
Out of sight, out of mind
Silence, indifference
The ultimate crime
But when I met you
That part of me died
Bring me a bowl
To bathe her feet in

Bring me my final cigarette
It would be better by far to die in her arms
Than to linger
In a lifetime of regret