Since you've been around

I'm wandering
I'm crawling
I'm two steps away from falling
I just can't seem to get around

I'm heavy
I'm weary
I'm not thinking clearly
I just can't seem to find solid ground
Since you've been around

I'm running
I'm hiding
I'm afraid you'll never find me
Because I've always felt lost in a crowd

I'm sinking
I'm drowning
I'm so afraid of losing
My head's been spinning round and round
Since you've been around

I'm foolish and crazy
I just think that maybe I gotta things to figure out
I'm winning
I'm losing
I'm afraid of never choosing this heart of mine, so beaten down
Before you came around