I just can't

How dare you call me now
Light me up, smoke me out
Piss and moan of some heartache
Give me guilt for your mistakes

Your parents left you for God
Now I leave to save my Art
Such consequence on terms so vague
You wonder why you have no faith

Tried to pick you up
But you begged me to fall
I gave you my whole heart
You went for my soul
Apologized for lies
That I never told
Now I know it's time
To forgive it all
But I can't, I just can't

Got porn stars on my jock
Don't think I miss you much
Yeah we shared some poetry
But you were never much to see

Eat every dream that isn't you
Swallow your breath till I turn blue
I thought you had my father's eyes
They're just yours, I realize

Tried to pick you up
But you begged me to fall
I gave you my whole heart
You went for my soul
Apologized for lies
That I never told
Now I know it's time
To forgive it all
But I can't, I just can't

Only
When I can stamp your
Very marrow out
With cloven hooves
Can I
Recall your image and
Not die of the
Embarrassment
But I can't, I can't

I just can't. I just can't.