I need help

I'm afraid
I don't know what to say
What if I'm a fake?
Down the line
I'm drifting further out
Will I drown in doubt?
I feel so alone
I'm feeling like the pain out there's in here
And when my body says, run away, I'm tempted

I need help
I need help today
Why does help
Feel like miles away?
I need some help today

If I wait
What passes me is gone
Why is that so wrong?
Cause maybe that is love or maybe
I Just won't notice it
I'll be here - on the floor - alone…..Chorus

In life - what I've been doesn't fit in
One time - this time
I'd like to confront these demons
Then I'd wake up all right

I'm afraid
Of guns and greed and hate (and all those hands in need)
But what I most fear - is to live my life in here
And to never help another
That's all I want to do