Natural disaster

Can you look me in the eye
And tell me all the reasons why
The trouble is the truth has made you lie
I feel you like a constant sea
Your waves are crashing over me
No matter where I go, I'm never free
I'm a stranger in your secret world
I'm a passerby, I'm not your girl
I'm a freak, I'm a side-show ... but it's all the same

CHORUS:
Walking out the door when I hear my name
Nothing I can do that will ever save me
From waking up alone the morning after
You tearing up my life like a hurricane
I'm drowning in the wall of your tidal wave
Turning into a natural disaster

I should check my mental health
I thought I'd save you from yourself
The trouble is I'm totally insane
No one else can do for you
The thing that you don't want to do
And I can't believe the methods that you use

I just wanna know - if you're gonna fly as high as you can go
You don't wanna see - the little ghost inside the girl I used to be ...