Deranged & desperate

You say you're leavin',
You don't know why you came back.
You say you're seeing clearly,
You're gonna have a heat attack.
Because i, because i keep on talkin'.
Sounding deranged and desperate.

I drop down onto my knees,
The sun is hanging low through leaves.
I know my love i drove you away,
I'm dying trying to change.

I know it's over,
What we once used to be.
And so i say i love you,
To say what you will say to me.
And then you, and then you say you need me,
To say undid to reality.

When will learn to be you,
When will you have a choice.
When will you drop the defense,
Find you have a voice, woe ho!