Three miles down

Oh great
here i go again
i'm stuck in this rut
and i'm not sure how to begin
should i tell you everything?
oh, i'm feeling out of luck
so i won't see you soon
cause i know its too soon
for you to see me
if this is the last thing you do
just tell me that it's okay
for me to have these feelings
and its normal to want to call you
oh i'm dialing the phone
letting it ring for hours
pretending to hear your voice
why does my heart always
beat before yours does?
after a while you can
make yourself
believe in almost
anything
i'm making myself
believe in you