Another scar

I was there
I tried to kiss you
But you left
You refused to kiss me

I believed that you were wanting me
But in fact
You seemed to not even care about my feelings

I told you I would be with my friends
But you can't even respect my feelings
I enjoyed myself with my friends
But only for this
You betrayed the feeling that existed between us
You made sure I saw that scene
It's good that I have friends who loves me
And I love them
But otherwise I would have freaked out
You left me a scar
And then left me another scar

Why didn't you respect what we had?
Why did you kiss someone else?
Why am I not good enough?
Why do I need to be hurt for your pleasure?

I only want to cry
Trust in people destroys me
And in the end, I only have scars left ove
Many scars and a broken soul