Not invincible

Hi
How are you?
Can you see me here?
Can you feel what I'm feeling?
Because it seems like I'm talking to myself
I'm talking to myself

I wanted you to see
I've been hurt trying to protect you
There are words I can not say
There are things that I do not feel comfortable to say
You think I'm keeping the secret from you
And I am

I lived a life
And today I'm afraid someone will hurt me again
I'm afraid to love someone and suffer
I didn't want to be like this
I didn't want to feel this way
But I need you to know
Without you, I'm powerless
Without you, I'm without love
Without you, I'm incomplete
Without you, I'm not invincible
I wanted to be strong
But without you, I don't have the strength to fight
And believe me
I've been fighting for hope
But I'm not invincible as I thought it was

People hurt me several times
I thought that with you it would be different
But you also hurt me
You created wounds in my heart
Wounds I don't know when they will heal
I used to be a dreamer
I wanted to marry you so much
And spend the rest of my life at your side
I love you
But I'm confused

Without you, I'm powerless
Without you, I'm without love
Without you, I'm incomplete
Without you, I'm not invincible
I wanted to be strong
But without you, I don't have the strength to fight
And believe me
I've been fighting for hope
But I'm not invincible as I thought it was