You let me fall

I can't understand this situation
I'm with a fear in my heart
I cannot see this God
I cannot feel this God
Is like the way that I felt
When you let me fall
I'm feeling so bad
I don't know who I am now

It's so deep
I just want to cry till my death comes
I don't want to ove anymore
I'm here with a big pain in my heart
I'm so alone
Since you let me fall
I wanna die

You don't hear me
I'm begging you to stop
But you don't
Maybe you don't love me like I believed
I wanna cry
I'm feeling so bad
I don't know who you are now

It's so deep this feeling inside
I'm in pieces and nobody are caring about
So I give up about you
I'm so alone
I'm begging you to stop
Please stop
Or I will gone forever

And stop living
This situation are hurting me so bad
If you wanna kill yourself
Good luck
Cause you are killing me too
Since you let me fall
I'm so alone
I'm giving up