The holiday song

A year's gone by
Since these streets
Were covered in white
Have you ever thought of me
Since that cold winter night?

My hands are shaking
As I reach out for yours
Am I holding onto something
I've already lost?
How did we get here?
Why did it
Turn out this way?
After all the years
We threw away

And you're alone
This Christmas Eve
I hope it burns
Every time
You think of me
I start a fire
Try to forget you
I hope you're locked up
In your room
Forgetting about me

We light a candle
To put in the window

Chorus:
A year's gone by
Since these streets
Were covered in white
Have you ever
Thought of me
Since that
Cold winter night?
And I hope it
Hurt for you
Half as much
As it's hurt for me
I've never
Made you promises
I didn't mean to keep

And it's the 25th of December
And I remember the times
The times I felt alive
(Didn't you feel alive?)
We paint on all
Of our smiles
(All of our smiles)
And pretend
That I'll see you tomorrow

But I was
Never good enough for you

A year's gone by
Since these streets
Were covered in white
Have you ever thought of me
Since that cold winter night?
And I hope it hurt for you
Half as much
As it's hurt for me
I've never made you promises
I didn't mean to keep

But it's cold outside
And these feelings
Have been dying for you
But I am stuck inside
With the evidence of us
That you left behind

A year's gone by
Since these streets
Were covered in white
Have you ever
Thought of me
Since that
Cold winter night?
And I hope
It hurt for you
Half as much
As it's hurt for me
I've never made you promises
I didn't mean to keep