Sad and lonely

Did you get your heartache and your headrush confused
Had you been sleeping late 'cause you've been abused
Are you alone
Does it feel like those around want you to die
Are you alive

Did you grab your sleeping bag when you hit the floor
Had you been feeling bad 'cause you've been a bore
You're just lonely
And it feels like those around want you to die
You're alive

Was it loneliness that kept you up baby
Did you think it a curse
Or were you grateful for the pleasure oh baby
Do you think this is worse

And it feels like those around want you to die
Sometimes you feel you just could cry
You're still in love with me and you don't know why