Feels like dying

Awake now and it feels like the rest are all sleeping sound
Afraid now ‘cause I hear how the broken are weeping aloud
The blame now is shifting away from the guilty and proud
A shame how I can’t find a way to be healthy with quiet mind

Now it seems like I’m dying
I can’t cure the morbid fascination it seems
But I know I’m denying to go
I can’t find the love and admiration I need
There is no use in trying
I can’t cure the mental aggravation in me
But it feels like I’m dying alone

I ache so for the respite I find in my weakness, I’m drowned
It takes oh so long for denial to breach this mind
So rake now your nails down the backs of the faithless, enshroud
And break down the ones who deny you your greatness, thy will be done

Now it seems like I’m dying
I can’t cure the morbid fascination it seems
But I know I’m denying to go
I can’t find the love and admiration I need
There is no use in trying
I can’t cure the mental aggravation in me
But it feels like I’m dying alone

Now it seems like I’m dying
I can’t cure the morbid fascination it seems
But I know I’m denying to go
I can’t find the love and admiration I need
There is no use in trying
I can’t cure the mental aggravation in me
But it feels like I’m dying alone