Everything is nothing

Everything is nothing to me, I couldn´t care less
A stern cold man is what I am, hard, relentless
And thought I might have strayed the path I wouldn´t change a thing
I´ve hated life to the fullest yet with longing deep within

For my name is sorrow and I´m a friend of misery
I deprived myself of love for eternal agony
And I don´t even dare to try - I know I can only lose
Between this life I live and nothing I have to choose

Take me home...
...to the one I belong

I´ll see you all go down and witness your demise
I´ll be the last to close, the last to close my eyes
And forgive me nothing for I truly meant it all
- what I´ve said, what I´ve done