And i let the sun go down

When i run into the heat i'm longin' for the cold
When i walk on crowded streets i'd rather be alone
Yes, i know i shouldn't think about the things i had
What can i do, what can i say - this morning things look bad

Could have been a hero
Could have been a star
Now i start from zero
And i won't get far

I let the sun go down
I don't really feel alive
And let the sun go down
While i walk in darkest night

The more i step into the dark
The more i close my eyes
Every step could be my last - should i laugh or cry
We all need a place to stay, but i wonder where
Cuz if pain's a part of life joy must be a part of death