If it were up to me

it seems a million times i come
at Your feet and bow like i am now
to say i am sorry
the things i hate to do
the things i love just fade away
here i am i'm broken
just like i started

just like i started
a million times ago
when i confessed my sin
i started

if it were up to me i'd say
your chance was up a million
times today
because You do what You do
i know that i know what You're about
if it were me i'd say your luck's ran out

here i am bent over
my face is on the ground
like i am supposed to
i just find it hard to bow
when i am dirty
just like i started