Healing now

I wrestle with my thoughts at night
Anchored to the ropes I tied myself
Mhmm
Heaviness in both my legs
Like I walked a thousand miles a day
Mhmm

If I could stand on top of my world
I'd still be looking up
At stars that I can never touch

When a sky full of tears falls to the earth
I gotta believe we're healing now
Now before you give up, before it gets worse
I have to believe we're healing now

From where I stand it's hard to see
What anyone has to offer me today
Mhmm
Courage comes from letting go
And loving everything you fear away
Ohh

I dream about war
I live without peace
A cell without bars
Free air I can't breathe
I choose to believe
In the face of my doubts
I am what I see
I am healing now