Smashed into pieces

Never again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife i pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that i'm dead,
You'll realize what you did to me.

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And if my lungs still let me breathe,
Will you be there for me?
If i can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away.

No, i won't let it go.
Douse myself in gasoline
So don't save me when you come into the fire.
I'd rather die than have to see your smile.

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You made me swear [(x2)]
I, i can't sleep.
Realize all these things that you took from me.
Smash my heart (you made me swear)
Into dust.(you made me swear)
Suffocate my mind.(you made me swear)
Tear at me from inside.(you made me swear)
Smash apart what you've created.
How can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was it was yours, yours to begin with.

And if my lungs still let me breathe,
Will you be there for me?
If i can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away