If i die

Sometimes I see a black fog in my room
It maybe just an illusion, but it reminds me of tombs
It's hard to take the blame, say the fault is yours, isn't it?
(It's friday night) once in a while I should decide to ease up a little bit

But I'm afraid to fade away, I'd rather be vanished
It's my punishment for mistakes I've made

If I die
If I die, is that enough to make you cry?
Excuse my silly question, because this is the last time
World still turns without me, world still turns around
World still turns without me
Even if I die, if I die

Being an emotionless person is the same as suicide
I don't know what's the purpose of life
How breathing dirty air differs from choking
I'm not crazy, baby I'm not joking

If I die
If I die, is that enough to make you cry?
Excuse my silly question, because this is the last time

Can you hear me?
I'm just a weed in the forest
I know she wants me to be honest
If I show you the devil in me
Then would you have a reason to believe again?

I couldn't even be your rain cover
All I need from you is to walk together
Why couldn't we listen to one another?

I'm afraid to fade away, I'd rather be vanished
It's my punishment for mistakes I've made

If I die
If I die, is that enough to make you cry?
Excuse my silly question, because this is the last time
World still turns without me, world still turns around
World still turns without me
Even if I die, if I die