Concealed disdain

I can't stading this life no more
I can't stading I've become
Whell of fire, life undone
I've always felt so broken
Lost signs and waning tokens
The nameless pain remais unspoken

Someone's at my door
I hear a voice I've never heard before
A stranger calling my name
Concealed disdain
Life drivers me insane

I cut my veins wide open
I can't this life sober
The burden of time pulls me under
This existence torn me asunder
This time I'm free at last
Free from pain and haunting past
Lunacy and toil
Are consuming my soul
Life demoralize me
Won't you all just leave me