Bitter end

I'm in the middle of a big frustration
I'll do anything to just bring it down
You know i never needed any conversation
I mean, i'll take anything to bring me around

I'm beside myself like i'm someone else
That is living in the back of my mind
Every day i see what i cannot be
Loneliness has got to leave me behind

Don't do anything for me
That i ain't what i've got to be
And i'm here again
Down in the bitter end
That's a place i cannot hide
And it's eating me inside
And i'm here again
Down in the bitter end

I'm in the middle of a big-time nightmare
And the voice of reason is lying to me
It seems i never need to be the big-time winner
And the way i got here is so easy to see

It's a big mistake but i've got to take
Everything that is coming my way
It's so easy now but i don't know how
I can make it through the end of the day