Got to be

I thought i've seen it all, i can't imagine why
But i never had to listen and i never had to try
I don't remember how i got this way
But i just can't seem to make anything go right now

What have i got to be?
What have i got to do?
What do you want from me?
What does it mean to you?

I know that i let you down, it just turned out that way
But i can't think about tomorrow 'cause i'm just getting through today
I don't remember how i got this far
But i just can't seem to make anything go right now

I never thought that i would want to turn away
From all the things i tried so hard to get but trust me when i say
You have made me into who i am
And i just can't seem to face myself anymore now