Ame no far away (english translation: far away from the rain)

Until that day, I believed that
the days when you loved me uncontrollably
would last forever.
Who was the person you were with,
your arms around each other, under one umbrella?

Tell me that it was a joke.
Please notice my presence getting smaller.
Hold me hard. Tell me that it is my misconception.
I am hurt
but I cannot ask you what is wrong.
I cannot do anything, just watching my telephone. My anxiety
increases.
I have been paralyzed since that day, I am alone in rain.
I cannot get out of it. Far away.

You have just called me in a long while.
My heart dances. I am in a hurry
to come and meet you.
When I said hello to you trying to be cool,
there was that person right next to you.

* Tell me that it was a joke.
Don't give me an excuse. It just make me feel worse.
I cannot go back to you
and I am hurt
but I will not shed tears.
I would just turn around and tell you "good-bye."
I have been paralyzed since that day, I am alone in rain.
I cannot get out of it. Far away.

* Repeat