Before they were watching

Before they were watching.
Before they were listening.
Feelings I have not felt for so long.
And I can't explain it.
Words just don't fit.
I know I cannot make it alone.
When I'm without You I can't make it alone.
What else can I do but sing this song.
That I need You to pull me through.
I need You to pull me through.
They still expect it.
They just won't quit.
Dealing with words
I never said.
And who I was then.
Who I've become.
I hope that I'm a better man.