Killing myself

Everyday when I get up, I set my brain for self destruct
Killing myself everyday of my life
I get the shakes and I get the shivers, sweat on palms and holes in my liver
Killing myself everyday of my life

The Bottle sits in front of me and laughs at what it's done to me
The bottle ain't no friend to me but I'm my own worst enemy Cause
Never worry, never want to, never hurry, ain't ever going to
Killing myself everyday of my life

I got a fuse and I'm gonna strike it, God help me cause I think I like it
Killing myself everyday of my life
It ain't easy living lazy and my music drive the neighbors crazy
Killing myself everyday of my life

The Bottle sits in front of me and laughs at what it's done to me
And all my questions go unanswered, as I die of my moral cancer
I can't leave cause it might Rain out I Guess I'll stay inside blow my brains out
Killing myself everyday of my life
I need a savor, I need a real friend, I need a reason to survive the weekend
Killing myself everyday of my life