Waiting to die

I am not sure what I have to do
Need all the evidences that I can find
Questions and answers dancing in my head
Changing my sense of what is right

Wondering when
Wondering why
I can't learn to live
Just waiting to die

Covering my eyes with the hands of omission
Watching the time to get under the wire
I made my mistakes grazing my soul
Facing my fears to live my desire

Trying to hold the present in my hands
Spending my days there's no compromise
A constant dream is on my mind
A place inside that I like to hide