A mustard seed

I found substance that keeps me alive
Watching my airplane fall from the sky
Too much focus on being alive
Melting my ice cube, let's go for a ride

Cancel your research, delve into black
Chaos is funny and warm and reveals
The paradigm false and pillz are on sale
Shatter your filters, embrace the "unreal"

You go and I'll stay and pray
The cold grip, slow drip, now slip
I keep calling but the phone is crushed, your ears sewn shut
So come on deprivate, meditate and listen