Can't hide

Father, do you love me, do you think that i`m any good?
And mother, you would have been there, if you only could.
And brother, we used to be so close, now we`re so far apart...
And sister there will always be a place for you in my heart

Jesus, god, are you there?
I get the feeling, you don`t care.
There`s a pain deep inside, i can run, but you know i can`t hide.

The house is a mess, i believe i'll go outside for a while
You need a license to drive, but nothing to raise a child
And your alcoholism and fear run deep in my blood
And the welfare lines are always longer at the first of the month

Jesus, god, are you there?
I get the feeling, you don`t care.
There`s a pain deep inside, i can run, but you know i can`t hide.

Social worker came to take us for a ride
My self esteem was low, but i held my head up high ...
And that was the only time, i saw my dear grandmother cry...
`cause as white trash i was born, and well that`s how i`m gonna die.

Jesus, god, are you there?
I get the feeling, you don`t care.
There`s a pain deep inside, i can run, but you know i can`t hide.