Sometimes

What i excel in best
Is my excessiveness
Self deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can i be down when all that i want is in my reach
What's wrong with me?
Fuck it

Sometimes i can feel so touch and go
Sometimes i feel my self esteem is low
Sometimes...at least i know sometimes i'm beautiful
Beautiful

And if i wasn't me
I'd still just laugh at me
And point the finger
And blame myself as well
I will not succumb to any of my peers
I'm in control
And i'm losing it
Fuck it

Sometimes i can feel so touch and go
Sometimes as my self esteem is low
Sometimes well at least i know sometimes i'm beautiful
Beautiful
Sometimes as my feelings coincide
Sometimes while i struggle to survive
Sometimes well at least i know sometimes i'll be alright