What's happening to me

what's happening to me
my soul is getting broken
there are too many things I had to say
but they are forgotten
(here) I feel a growing pain
lots a poison in your veins
''you're not a girl''…confused air
''it's better if you take the train''
don't let me see your face
don't let me watch your eyes
I'm screaming like a monkey
I'm running as ten baseball layers
hey, can you hear my scream
I feel it like a dream
I find impossible to be myself
but it's not for my healt!