I never saw the ban

I never saw the ban
Lock up and close down
Your disappointed heart
From the inside

I never saw the ban
See if you can
When everything gets disconnected
And falls apart on the outside

And every night guilt comes on
I wish i could break its right
And make it go someplace good

I never saw the ban
See if you can
Turn that fist back
Into an open hand

I never saw the ban
Thrown into thin bloom
Weak and waving
At someone no longer
Around
It could have been you

And every night loneliness comes on
I wish i could break it right
And make it glow the way it should