I'm charming

Yeah, I'm running off the rails
I've finally gone crazy
And the ground is spinning faster
Than my teeth could ever grind

I know it's a shame
When success was to blame
But I can't remember my name

In the absolute wrong
I have made this place to lay my head
A reoccurring nightmare
I never trust, I never rest

I've become another victim
Of this self-serving device
My cock does all the talking
My mouth now just for lie

I'm winding down to nothing
It suddenly comes clear
I'm winding down to nothing
Human smoke that fills the air

What can you believe?
That is the question
I have you on a string
Something yet up my sleeve

Bury me deep,
As we have an unborn child
In this world yet cold enough
To host this seed of endless ugliness

In a sea of corruption
A wake of lie
So wildly I have stirred

I'm winding down to nothing
It suddenly comes clear
I'm winding down to nothing
A human smoke that fills the air

What can you believe?
That is the question
I have you on a string
Something yet up my sleeve

(My love is but a lie)
Always reaping what I have sown
(Taking you down with me)
To what degrees you'll never know