This ain't no fucking love song

My crimson covered hands - clutch heart strings newly broken
Moths breed in my entrails - hate washes through my fucking veins
Friendship turns to disease - afflicting the weak of mind and heart
You are the growing cancer - eating at my fondest memories
7 abandoned years - thwart all affection
A million whispered lies - push fingernails into my palms
The knife slipped in - pushed by the most familiar hands
I fell upon - the comfort of your words
A flash of light - taught me a lesson in betrayal
I fell upon - the solace in your smile
7 wasted years - boiling in vomit
I will erase you - i will erase you from this heart
From my memory - i cut away
You're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost
I will never give again
You have forsaken any faith i had in you
All the love i had for you
I am reborn - baptized in flame
Clean of your deceitful looming
Friends are beneath me - i can't face this pain again
I'll die alone - but at least i'll know who loves me
I am a shadow of myself - pent up in walls of human shit
Annihilating - anything that bears your name
I am a hollowed wooden shell - made strong by that which i abhor
Committing only - to creating your demise
And so i pray for sleep - and to see anything but red
All purpose has been drained from me
A friendship ends in pain - morose claims my every word
All trust has been carved out of me
Wasted years - boiling in vomit
I will erase you - i will erase you from this heart
From my memory - i cut away
You're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost