Easy living

so what do i say about the last five years
with a dead blank stare and an empty beer
i stay away for today because you want it that way
and if you ask me about the things i like
just be ..
the payment is high, it's social suicide

so i'm pulling out my hair and call..
with two big black eyes that are self inflicted
and i'm dying tonight because it only feels right

so what do i say when i need some help
cause i can't erase this pain all by myself
would you please carry me?
because this bottles empty
well i know that you're scared trust me i am too
but i can't make it through the day my ..
would you please stay with me, and .. me to sleep

so i'll pull out my hair and call out my..
with two big black eyes that are self inflicted
and i'm dying tonight cause it only feels right