Freedumb like a credit card

You're coddling the truth beyond your means tearing the scar at the seams
Stepping over all these egg shells to walk on gas and saline
When gastroenteritis takes effect
Will you be relieved of this stress?
Or will you feel cold knowing you just blew it ten fold?
It's more than intentional
It's much more than a mouthfull
It's amouthfull
It's amouthfull of hard pills to swallow
It's more than accidental
It's more than calling outland
It's knowing what I
It's knowing what I feel but not how.

It's juggling the fast behind your back
Pushing off all that you lack
Trading in your pride for sociopathic suicide
And when you realize you're alone
Don't even attempt going home
Cause you're burned it down
And you want even know what you've found.

It's more than intentional
It's much more than a mouthfull
It's amouthfull
It's amouthfull of hard pills to swallow
It's more than accidental
It's more than calling outland
It's knowing what I
It's knowing what I feel but not how

You pay the cost to sacrifice your loss
Trying hard to save, what you think is faith
Forever lost no matter what the cost
Sacrifice your faith for something you can't save

It's more than intentional
It's much more than a mouthfull
It's amouthfull
It's amouthfull of hard pills to swallow
It's more than accidental
It's more than calling outland
It's knowing what I
It's knowing what I feel