While retrieving military and mexico

Did you realize that decemeber 8th that the energy started to fade
A life created from what was in your mind that would never come to take place
Did you recognize the pattern that was there
That shifted torward today it matters to what is taking place
In the promise of all things
Learned while retrieving a sad song
Felt by receiving whats felt all along
Take this it was mine how could you say this wasn't for me
When all i did was turn my back and walk away