Drift away

How can I comprehend the consequences of my decision
It's so frustrating
How can my life reflect upon my envision
My concentrations failing
People say it's time to stop pretending
The answers will come my way
Time can only heel wounds that need mending
That's just the price that we payWatch swim away
From this place that I don't know anymore
Watch me drift away
From this place that was my shore
How many time have I told myself to stay away
Countless numbers
How many times should I have left when she told me to stay
I can't even remember
If I could easily escape this situation
If I only could
If I could easily control my hesitation
If I only would