Gay thoughts

I try to stop all these
Gay thoughts and feelings
I don't know where they come from

Oh all of these gay thoughts
I've had trouble conceiving
Since I was fairly young

I tell them I love you
I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind

I hardly believe me
I always deceive me
Time after time

Part of it's nature
The other part seems darker
Don't know what to blame it on

Try to control my behavior
But this is so much harder
When I'm far away from home

I tell them I love you
I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind

I hardly believe me
I always deceive me
Time after time

Gay thoughts again
They fill with every drink
Gay thoughts again
Consuming everything

Gay thoughts like mine
But they dont feel like me
This thoughts are supplying
But I dont wanna be

I tell them I love you
I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind

I hardly believe me
I always deceive me
Time after time

Part of it's nature
The other part seems darker
Don't know what to blame it on

Try to control my behavior
But this is so much harder
When I'm far away from home

I tell them I love you
I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind

I hardly believe me
I always deceive me
Time after time

I try to stop all these
Gay thoughts and feelings
I don't know where they come from

Oh all of these gay thoughts
I've had trouble conceiving
Since I was fairly young

I hardly believe me
I always deceive me
Time after time