The assassination of myself

The assassination of myself.
Coundn't have gone any other way.
Wasn't looking for the given escape.
Always knew what was at stake.

I felt so undesired.
I felt so stuck in my role.
I felt like it was all decided.
Right now I know. This is the way to get back in control.

The corruption of my character.
Had it in my own hands.
Never settled with easy promises.
Never liked much being a man.

I felt so undesired.
I felt so stuck in my role.
I felt like it was all decided.
Right now I know. This is the way to get back in control. [2x]

The assassination of myself - I've gotta get it right.
The corruption of the same - I've gotta get it right.
Kill the man I am today - I've gotta get it right.
The assassination of myself.

I felt so undesired. [2x]
I felt so stuck in my role. [2x]
I felt like it was all decided. [2x]
Right now I know.
This is the way to get back in [3x]
control.