The saboteur

I am the saboteur
And i'll let you into my world
Sometimes it's hard to live
And sometimes it's hard to love you

I keep pushing you away
Doing things
So you won't stay with me

Aah

[chorus]
Wouldn't be cool
If i could let it go
All of the things that
I never seem to control

I am the saboteur
And i'm fighting inside my mind
The harder i ignore
Is the more it crashes down

I see you by
You push me baby
See if i fade away in time

[chorus]
Wouldn't be cool
If i could let it go
All of the things that
I never learn to control

I am the saboteur
And i'll let you into my world
I'm in love in here
But i'll never let you know

Well i'm the big means anymore
Anymore as i stand tall

[chorus]
Wouldn't be cool
If i could let it go
Wouldn't be cool
If i could let it all go

Wouldn't be cool
If i could let it go
Wouldn't be cool
If i just letting all go