Moving to seattle

I can smell it on the pavement, it's about to rain
And you can feed me all the pills you want
But you cannot stop the pain

Am I forcing my hand to write this down?
Today is the day I finally realized that I can't rely on anyone except myself

So you think you understand me
You're so anxious to evaluate
Maybe I'm well, maybe I'm fine, maybe I'm in love

Am I forcing my hand to write this down?
Today is the day I finally realized that I can't rely on anyone except myself

Don't just stand there, it's about to rain
You were never one to worry
Maybe my dreams are just more interesting than my reality All this time
See it through my eyes