Falling forward

There's a part of me that died for the millionth time
But i guess that's the way it goes
Because i want you for myself i destroy my mental health
I'm hoping you can't see it show

I am falling from the stars/ hurts like a hammer to the heart
As the shortness of my breath proves to be meaningless
I am all alone-falling forward this time

I wish winter would end
So i could see my friend in a spring ahead
Have a recent memory of the worst and longest january
I have ever known

I am falling from the stars/ hurts like a hammer to the heart
As the shortness of my breath proves to be meaningless
I am all alone-falling forward this time

I almost took it as a sign just from pouring wine
Into the largest glass in the house
I felt the world improve through the beauty of just being you
Now a fleeting moment i wish could last

I am falling from the stars/ hurts like a hammer to the heart
As the shortness of my breath proves to be meaningless
I am all alone-falling forward this time