Decisions, decisions

I can't wait for this to end
And leave tonight behind us
I'm unsettled letting go of you
And sleeping the night in silence

This letdown falls along with me
Onto my bed while rolling over so
Break my heart and break my fall
Don't kiss him and cover all the
Memories you had of me

The last time i saw you
You were standing by his side
The last time you saw me
Was through your closed eyes as
I'm waiting by the phone

He loves you?
Who loves you more
To let you go ?

I can wait until my heart mends
So i can finally go outside
And i tell myself,"well ken,
It's better to have lost love
Then paint a smile and pretend"

The last time i saw you
You were standing by his side
The last time you saw me
Was in a crumbled photograph
That missed the bin