Love notes & carnations

I sit and watch your silhouette,
I wonder what youre doing,
who youre with,
if youre thinking of me now.
Was I just a passing phase
did we ever really share?
Did we just soliloquise
was I ever really there.
If I leave this sheltered space
will anything be there?
Disinfected,
disconnected,
waiting in my cage for you to call...
Am I living in a cage with all the comforts I created.
When I want you here,
all you do is close the blinds and leave me crying to a shadow
locked behind a glass that shuts me out,
that cuts me down...
Memories are fading.
Surely something slowly burns.
Dont you yearn for just a replay for a day?