I come alive

Breathing in now
I start couting my blessings
Picturing the last time I fed
Beg forgiveness
With some words that mean nothing
Illusions like smoke in my breath.

I come alive
When I'm falling down
I let myself go
Til'I hit the ground
And when I'm there
At the edge in this moment I feel it
I know
Come alive when I'm falling down.

Air is thin now
While my lungs are collapsing
This vertigo blankets my head
Far from reckless,
When uncomfortable's all I know
I could never forget

I come alive
When I'm falling down
I let myself go
Til'I hit the ground
And when I'm there
At the edge in this moment I feel it
I know
Come alive when I'm falling down.

Keep your distance far away from me
Watch this eat me alive.

I come alive
When I'm falling down
I let myself go
Til'I hit the ground
And when I'm there
At the edge in this moment I feel it
I know
Come alive when I'm falling down.